HOLD THE CHEESE

Sometimes I hate myself,
Sometimes I want to shave myself
my wrists
Sometimes I want to bleed
just so I can feel real,
Sometimes I'm a star, and I feel like a star,
but if they knew me, that I go home and stare in the mirror,
that I bend over a toilet,
and vomit all of the night into the water,
if they knew what I knew,
that to 'fake it' is easier than acting,
that 'wishing it away' is what i do..
when i'm signing autographs,
when i'm holding an award,
when i'm soaking in the sun,
when i'm driving in my benz,
when i'm alone at night,

Oh Katie Moss,
they've figured us out
Sharp razor blades have a couple uses and I use them all.
I snort straight,
I cut my legs straight,
In front of the cameras, I act straight.
Then why does my mind not feel 'straight'?