I AM NOT A RACIST, I AM SIMPLY A LOVER OF BLACK MUSIC

Let me just get something off my chest before everyone goes accusing me being a racist - I AM NOT A RACIST~! I LOVE BLACK PEOPLE AND I LOVE BLACK MUSIC!!! JUST BECAUSE I TELL AN AFRICAN AMERICAN THAT THEY'RE GOING TO WIN THIS THING IN SPADES, ALL IT MEANS IS THAT I THINK THEY'RE GOING TO WIN THIS COMPETITION! DON'T READ INTO MY ALLEGED RACISM!!!!

You can check out the video of my alleged racism right here!!!

***ANGRY CAPS LOCK OFF***

Okay, well that was nice! LOL. What a competition last night. I'm sure everyone is talking about Sanjaya's Hair Style. It was BEAUTIFUL. IF THERe's one thing you have to do to win American Idol it's TAKE CHANCES! FREE YOURSELF!!! FREE YOUR MIND!!!! LOVE IT OR LOSE IT!!!

Sanjaya might be a little queer, but he's a great talent and HE'S EXCITING EVERY WEEK!!!!

You know what, I've been getting some flack this year about being a little too mean to the contestants. They say I'm more opinionated than previous years. They say I have m ore to say this year. They're saying I'm acting less drunk, less out of it.

People, I just want to say thank you!!!!!!!!!! YOU DON'T KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO BE A roll model for people!!!! and you don't know how hard it is to stay off pills during the taping of a live show -- BUT IF THAT'S WHAT I HVE TO DO, THAT'S WHAT I HAVE TO DO!!!

Can we just talk Idol for a second? WHO WILL GET KICKED OFF TONIGHT?????

Haley? Her performance was a little boring last night, but this girl sure knows how to show off her bootie? You should have seen Randy's boner next to me -- i though he's poke Ryan in the eye it was so big!!! LOLZ.,


How about Gina? I don't care if people thinks she has a horse face or that she shops at Hot Topic -- the girl can sing!!!! But there are some whispers going around the show that she might get booted because people hate emo. i have no idea what emo is but people seem to be making a big deal out of it.


I'm really sad that the one who really might be going home is Chris Richardson. He's cute, he can do more runs than most diarrehetics....but he's just not one of the stronger male contestants. That title goes to BLACK LEWIS THE CUTEST MAN IN THE WORLD!!!



AREN'T YOU JUST SALIVATING OVER THIS BEAT BOX MASTER, LADIES? HE IS SO ADORABLE AND HIS VOICE JUST SOUNDS LIKE BUTTER ALL OVER YOUR BODY!!! hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!

Okay! I'll stop before I get in trouble (again)! I'll see you tonight on the tube when we see who gets to go home, jack!

XOXO

PAULA